It actually WAS several weeks. Close to a month?
(You'll have to ask my mom, or my sister for that matter (who has the gift of never forgetting ANYTHING!), how long it actually lasted.
I remember the agitation on everyone's faces.
I remember my parents talking about the road rage.
I remember how mean everyone was to each other.
I remember how sad I felt.
I remember the news accounts of the sky rocketing suicide and depression rates.
The darkness was all around us.
Everyone needs sunshine.
And when it doesn't show up we begin having some major problems.
So when we passed the two-week mark of nearly NO sun here over the past couple of weeks I began having flashbacks.
Only this time I'm a mom, and my five littles were experiencing the annoyance, and drain of this darkness as well.
...yesterday we had sunshine.
And again, today, SUNSHINE!
I can hardly keep myself indoors to carry on my normal household duties.
Actually, I didn't even do THAT yesterday.
I began putting our yard back together after two weeks of wind and rain as soon as the kids went to school. Picking up pinecones, limbs, branches, pruning the garden, and weeding overgrown areas and debris.
I also began mowing and the instant gratification was exhilarating! You know, sometimes you mow and by the time you get the mower turned around you can hardly tell where you left off. But that was NOT the case yesterday! The grass was freaking 8" tall after all that rain and I was in my happy place, riding along, watching it all get chopped down to perfect size.
Josh told me I was weird after I told him how mowing made me feel.
But I have NO shame!
I've been thanking God for the sunshine over and over as I breathe it in deep,
with fresh motivation for life,
and completing the mundane tasks given to me in this season,
and working out sibling arguments.
So today I don't mind the lurking shadows because it means there is sun just beyond!